Happy New Year

hi, today is the last day of 2009...

i think i should drop down somethin here...

this year, facing lot happiness??? sadness???

a lot; alot...

until i dunno how to desribe also...

just only wish the coming 2010 after few hour, will be a better year for me...

can it be???

this year reached 21st already, noticed that

lot thing also will out of your controlled,

lot thing will out of your expectation,

lot thing will cant fulfill your request or condition,

just satisfy with what you have currently...

everyone also have the chance to expect getting better thing, but please dont over expect something that may be worse than... you will be regret after this...

when you having something on you, please dont too trust it...

it will seriously hurt you when it betray...

protect yourself, no one will love you more than yourself...

someone that not love you, just only forget it & let it leave your world...

dont too think they will sad for you while you are crying behind...

APPRECIATE WHAT YOU HAVE NOW...

LOVE YOURSELF...

rachel

Tim3s go very very fast~~~

~~ SUPER GOSSIP @ RSCCM ~~

de plannin comin very soon

we wil on it wit very very successfully...

YES!!!

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世界上总会有一些伤害你的人，

但你要做的就是继续去信任和小心你信的人

this is what i learn when i get hurt from the one who i trust and treat with sincerely...

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太过渴望或期望得到一样东西，会导致你失去的更多

all asking me to find a new love relationship now

to make me more tough and got someone can caring me when im upset

but if i put high expectation there

i will only be the the serious patient in the relationship

Should say: Im Back???

hey boyz n girlz,

long time no post my updated news here aredi... til u all tot im disappears from anywher??? im stil here... dun worry ya!!

is reali long time no post here... it from end of May til now bah... is around 2 month lu~~
review the previous, almost 2 post per day oso got de... but now... 2 month oni appears 1updated blog wor... too bad... arghh... >_<

rachel hav nothin 2 say lu~~
oni can make a kesimpulan here 2 let u all noe my updated news... deal???
i think sure no prob 4 u all ger... alrite???


END OF MAY:

i received flower from admirer... it should a happy thing 4me... but i reali feel unhappy at all... why???
it make me review n keep on thinkin bout my ex... the last ex tat make me feel wanna awaitin 4him ger...
after the day i received flower... i keep on upset bcoz of my ex... damn down de feelin... who noe in the noon time oni... i notice tat he is aredi in a relationship... arghhh... i drop down again... in the late noon, i ask 1 of my fren whether noe he is in a relationship de... they say yes... n his gf is his ex... i TOTALLY broke up...

BEGIN OF JUNE:

i went out wit my "brother gang"...
b4 i hang out wit them, they aredi complain my ex in front of me...\
who noe while v hang out, i oni notice the story is reali tat horrible... haih...\
it cause me totally fed up wit my ex...
coz he giv up his fren, the whole gang... is oni 4 his gf...
rachel CANT ACCEPT A GUY THAT WILL GIVE UP FRIENDSHIP BECAUSE OF GIRLFRIEND
then i fully from heart broken of upset ---> fed up n giv up!!!

MID OF JUNE:

9of june, my grandmum... passed away...
in the mornin, 1 of my skolmate some more msg me 2 wishes me HAPPY BDAY... (she's rmb the wrong day)... who noe the evening oni... i received a bad news tat i nid2 accept 4ever n ever... ... ... im cryin when i reali accept the news , who noe 1 of my stupid relative ask y he din feel im upset ger... i feel tired 2 explain anythin 2him...

19of june, rachel bday...
dunno why... tis yr bday should b the most meaningful 4me de... 21st yrs old...
but im not happy at all... mayb due to too much of thing was happen bah...
some more... got a stupid fella who hang up my hp cal while my dinner wit my SUPER GOSSIP...
damn...
when i reached poppy 4 carol bday... im totally no mood at all... sorry girl...

FROM TAT PERIOD TILL NOW:

i think dun hav another cases o incident tat make me feel more up & down bah...
so i think i should end up my report like tis lu...

PLANNER:

SUPER GOSSIP
penang trip : hope it wil on

another small cases tat oni related wit myself ger...
on jor oni let u all noe bah...

i DISLIKE talk cock...

tata

~ another 1st time ~

why not touchin at all? the ever 1st time i had...

FAREWELL @ AMP SQUARE

hAHa...

i updated the blog tat i started new job, tat i clubbin...

but i not update the meaningful day tat SUPER GOSSIP pass wit me yet...

FAREWELL on 30 april 2009...

i love u all... members!!

v havin a very gd try at the new karaoke opened at sunway pyramid lower group floor...

AMP square

appreciate their LOVE on me...

my notti member present me a BUN... which is reali FOOL u up de lor... wakakak...

nowaday i bring it out... all my fren was surprse - ing!! hohoho...

LIKE it!!

p/s : tat day bcoz our charmful carol choo,

her admirer is appears too...

b our guest tim... settle the bill 4us wor... paiseh...

but thanx so much oso... ^^

like usual...

" manually slide show time "

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~~ THE BEST PICTURE IN THE NITE ~~

SUPER GOSSIP @ RSCCM

nice !!

i decide to hid up the bun... dun wan2 show out here...

nyek nyek nyek >_<

AGAIN...

long time didn't go there already...
since that time, that day... 20 Feb 2009

SANCTUARY

8 May 2009 i will be there once again ~~ frenz birthday celebration...

1st day to NEW job...

woohoo... 2day is the 1st day tat i start workin in the new company...

YS Polycarbonated S/B

wake up around 7++ <muz wake up lar!!>

coz nobodi wil waitin4 me o mornin cal me anymore!!

hAHa... miss my dear shirley**

then i went out 4bus b4 8... afraid tat no bus is comin wer~~

who noe i oni wait4 a while jek... then i reach office around 8:10++ lu~~

office not yet operate, so i go4 breakfast / tea at the restaurant nearby...

the tauke of the restaurant ask which office tat i goin2 work wor...

i told him is YS... then he juz oni "o0ooo"... dunno why neh???

830 jor, time 2 work lor...

in office, my branch manager intro me 2 the staff in the office...

my colleague: ms liew & idah...

lucky they R kinda nice... willin 2 teach oso lar...

not like some ppl wil "banyak pasal" ger...

~~ LUCKY ~~

even im oni a new staff ther...

they oso wil try2 arrange some job 2me... won let me feel so free...

hAHa... u tot they pay u 4 sittin ther oni meh?! juz kiddin...

when bc time is reali so rushin ger neh!!

customer come in then rush2 make order, prepare stock... scary wei...

the time wil go so fast...

b4 finish work tat half hour i stil go2 check stock tim...

geng rite?!

when i completed my work & reached home... feel amazing ger hungry... haih...

dinner!! then take a snap / sleep... dunno y feel "super tired" ger...

dunno izzit due 2 shift 2 new enviroment??? mayb...

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failed 2 answer carol's cal tim...

sory...

tea wit u nextime... o cal me 2 `window shoppin` nite-market oso can!! muaaak... ^^

Learn Faster!!

perform well!!

gambateh rachel...!!

p/s: thanx4 the wishes from carol choo in the sunday nite... wishes from hodie liew in the early mornin today

heart

30 of April... SG Puchong...

嗨，rachel 感谢你一年多来的配合及协助。原你日后的工作一帆风顺，如有机会和能力去上些课程提升个人能力和价值。今天如一切处理妥当你可以提早下班。谢谢



今天是我在 SG PUCHONG 的最后一天。

这是我老板离开办公室后，给我的叮咛...

很感激他对我的 appreciation...

我以后会好好的，努力的开拓未来！！！



希望我的未来，不是梦！！！

加油！！！



今晚会和姐妹们一同去farewell...

记得要玩得开心哦！！！



我会很想念你们的...

你们让我的生命加入了很多的插曲，这让我活得更充实！！！
这一年半的日子，会记在心里的...
我爱你们！！！
我的姐妹及同事们...
^^

放下?!

累人的事

TireD ~~

last nite had an arguement wit my family again...
i reali so tired...
they always act like tat...

beh tahan...

most horrible is my grandmum oso dun wan2 giv me a help bcoz of scare get scolded...
but actuali im not the wrong 1...
how can???

she can b my WITNESS!!!

heart broken

i WON'T end up myself wit bad love relationship...

but i think i might END UP myself wit horrible family relationship

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PoPPY GarDen @ Vanny b'day

last sat reali damn bc...

mornin gonna go2 interview on 9am & 10am... (2 job)

after the interview, im goin4 shootin...

my fren take 4me ger...

they R photographer o0oo....

photo 4 the previous post, nice rite??? i feel is reali nice!!

then shootin til evenin, i reach home around 7++...

goin2 attend vanny b'day party at PoPPY Garden...

so rushin dress up & make up ~~

hAHa... wanna kao zai mah...

SA wer... noprob ger... ^^

so paiseh tat M & her bf gonna wait4 me a while coz i not yet done my MAKEOVER mah...

then pick up carol... GOSSIP C jor... v g04 mcD...

our DINNER... capture in M buubu car ~~

v R reached!!!
stil gonna waitin4 vanny (main character)... shootin lu~~

v take the place bside swimmin pool...

kinda scary... coz very easy to fall into it...

lucky NO...

^^

here she is... ^^

vanny kuen

groupin

after tis i think vanny is totally drunk jor lu... haih...

dunno which fella keep cheers wit her...

make her drunk like hell...

but lucky all wil take care of her... feel pity on her oni...

~~~ after crazy dancin ~~~

new fren... JOJO...

end up wit MANDY...

she kinda drunk oso...

hAHa

feel reali enjoy on tat nite...

but is totally tired til pengsan lu~~

nice to meet wit all new fren...

woohoo

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN TO VANNY

DANG!! DANG!! DANG!!

Sho0TinG @ KueK

the best shoot ~~

~~ i like the effect of wind blowin ~~

another style

tis is the photo from kuek...
oni some from the shootin
thanx alot kuek...

amazing feel tat u guyz bring 2me

Sho0TinG @ JY

moodyin... wat is the right??

i will lo0kin4 wat i wan now...

... true laughin from heart ...
relaxin
tis is the photo tat i like the most from the last shootin...

lo0king for a piece of mind
tis collection is taken by JY... his indo0r sho0tin...
thank you... JY...

now im awaitin4 kuek @ collection... ^^
~~~

Part TIme WeekenD

last weekend i received an EMERGENCY CALL from ex supervisor...

mention tat nobody help him 2 work wor...

so, ask HELP from us lu~~

on lar...

coz v R free oso wer...

at the end is workin wit Karen Yee...

1 of my dearest fren... noe her since form 1...

omg...

is around 8yr jor...

FRENSHIP

^^

long time no c...

camwore wit her sin...

~ natural ~

our dream is comin... from the sky... hAHa...tis is wat v cal as happiness in sot lo0k... woow... i lup tis alot...
my lo0k on tat nite... ^^ ~~~ heart tis photo alot ~~~

i end my weekend like tis lor...

stil ok ger...

coz got somethin 2do mah...

earn money as well...

not oni wastin money...

hAHa...

juz kiddin...