新的一年... 2012...

要寫這篇部落格... 真的是百感交集...

有喜, 因爲農曆新年快到了...

有悲, 因爲我們的衝突越來越多了...

這是每對戀人都會經歷的嗎? 感覺好苦...

我很懷念我們常開開心心的... 可是這不可能是每一天, 每一秒的事情... 對嗎?

兩人走在一起, 一定會有摩擦, 我到現在才真的體驗到...

我們好不容易才一起走過了十多個月... 下個月, 就會是我們的交往一周年了...

光陰真是如箭... 不等人的...

可是越靠近, 我越害怕... 會不會我們在一周年時, 就完了???!!!

這幾個月發現的問題, 實在的是太多太多了...

有感覺是數都數不清的... 好恐怖, 是吧???

或許對你來説, 爲什麽我的女友會變了??? 變得愛發脾氣了??? 變得很公主了???

可是, 有沒有可能是我們都在做囘自己呢???

你的大男人脾氣, 偶爾真的讓我吃不消...

我只關心問候, 你都不允許... 甚至還說你的事, 不用我煩, 不用我擔心...

那我這個女朋友, 要來干嘛???!!! 做花瓶, 又不是你要的...

對你而言, 我是什麽都不懂的女人... 知識根本都沒有吧???

看來, 我們都是大哥大姐的性格造成的... 火星和地球...

自從和你一起了, 我有變得更獨立...

繼續的替你安排一些瑣碎的事情... 並且懂更多的路, 懂得自己去尋找方向, 地點...

只爲了去給你驚喜... 這, 我曾經告訴過你... 記得嗎?

爲了避免你說我笨, 我都寧願自己問人或去亂碰釘...

但對你而言, 我都沒有獨立過, 只是更公主了吧???

你知道, 跨年那天我多麽不開心嗎???

我人生第一次和男友跨年, 但他竟然在12點的當時忙著撥電話給同事而以...

害我好像只和朋友跨年那樣... 他們真的那麽重要嗎???

我問你的時候, 你理所當然地說: 你已在我身邊了嘛...

你知道人在, 心不在... 是什麽???

他們說一句車子坏了, 你就飛身過去想幫忙, 但其實你什麽都沒能幫上的...

到我無言的時候, 你就是會說, 又在生氣什麽啦???

還記得你要我一起去看公司的首映禮嗎?

我不要你奔波, 便說自行到達戲院... 但你連一個電話都沒有打過來問我出發了沒??? 到達了嗎???

我看見你的同事們, 他們都以爲我會和你一起...

但其實你卻跟別的同事去逛街...

都沒想要問候一下女友在哪??? 我在你心中是那麽本事的噢???

最近又因爲旅行的問題, 你讓我覺得你認爲我這個女友和朋友都只是愛玩的...

每個都沒有負擔, 要怎麽去玩都行... 只有你一個人在拼...

我問你其實爲什麽負擔會那麽重??? 你就說因爲我是沒有負擔, 不會明白的...

找些負擔, 我就知道了...

我知道你很辛苦... 但你以爲我看見你這樣我會很開心嗎?

我想要去玩, 都是想要和你有更多的回憶... 但你卻拿自己跟別人比較...

或永遠只是在説工作... 可能我真的不明白...

說實在, 要比較起來, 我真的覺得我很無奈...

或許我們現在的狀況是到了一個需要突破的水平綫吧...

我真的很期望我們可以找到突破點...

不然, 當初我們開始交往時所說的一切, 一定會走向結局的那方...

你的生日... 傻佬...

從我生日以後, 我都沒有來寫過部落格了... 
有半年了吧...


這個冬天, 我為我的愛人準備了一個驚喜派對... 真是用心良苦哦... 自誇~~~

看!!! 他多麽得開心, 因爲他從沒想到會有這樣的派對...

朋友們都來了... 喝的超興奮得...

同事們...

老朋友們...

家人們...

我的朋友們...

這次的生日, 說隆重,其實也不隆重的去那裏... 但就是我對你的小小心思... 希望你能開心...

 愛你噢...

生日快樂...

23th

me, the leader for Super Gossip @ RSCCM planned a surprise to our

Ms. Carol Choo,

since she always said joined Celebration wit me...

.

.

i had communicate well wit alex mak for his beloved celebration, and i will collect the flower bouquet and the BR cake on behalf of him too, after he had finish shopping wit carol, then both of them depart to Library Puchong...

 .

we all "jump out" when carol is blur-ing in the Library~~~

 .

as usual,

sing a song, make a wishes~~~ ^^

see!!!

she is damn "jam gei" ther o0oo~~~

tis is the GUESS handbag tat v present her~~~

nice??? match her!!!

well, well, well,

her beloved alex gor had givin her a surprise surely nid some reward, rite???

so sweet!!! muaaak~~~

the story not yet finish,
to be continue...
..................................................................................................................................................

see who is the1 tat "jam gei" now???

is ME!!! 

i never imagine tat my member wil givin me a surprise while im processin Carol's party...
feeeeel damn SYOK!!!

i keep lo0kin4 my soh lou while we all bz shootin photo wit the bday girl,
they told me mayb sm0kin o wat,
who noe when i bz c0llect money tat moment

JACKIE TEOH shout my name wit damn LOUD!!!

Kejut - nya!!!

thanx my soh lou tat co-operate wit them only for givin me a surprise

i love u all so muchie...

u all reali giv me a shock!!!

arigato for everythin

appreciate ^^

the gift from Super Gossip @ RSCCm

other then tat:

my actual bday, 19 June 2011

i got U to accompany whole day...

heart!!!

my lo0k for my big day
all brand new
yeah!!!

beloved leng zai soh lou :D

specially thanx my mama buy me a chocolate cake
my favourite... hehe

baskin Robin ice cream cake wit **surprise**

Groupie phot0 time
thanx who be wit me on my big day!!!
muaaak~~~

shy shy

mE~~~

although little bit showoff

but reali wan2 show how u guyz

love me!!!

1st time received four cake 4my birthday
thanx every1
muaaak~~~

not to forget tat i hav my ex skol mate tat celebrate wit me yearly

Groupie @ BiBiw0k Bdr Puteri

xie xie...!!!

~~~ wo ai ni men ~~~  

OuR 3 Month

times go so fast

til today

we belong together already

3month

recall last time 1st dating wit u

we both so shy when talkin, walkin

mayb bcoz stil little bit strange wit each other

but now???

we R every close wit each other

tis is the 1st present tat u giv me

when the 1st week v couple

feel surprise when u tellin me tat u goin2 giv me tis

coz i do plan wan2 print u a photo as well as our

SOUVENIR

who noe??? u make it early than me...

another thing tat u make me feel touched is

i nid2 go4 operation when v juz start couple oni

but tat time i wil drive by my own 2hospital

n u do sold out ur car on tat time

when i tel u tat hospital not allow me 2drive home

u directly come over 2fetch me back even by takin taxi oni

im touched truly...

thanx...

our 1st trip

Super Gossip 4th Annual Trip

Port Dickson @ Malacca

when the 30 days we belong together

i give u

all the memory from us within tis whole month

in a frame

to you

b4 show u the present

i stil wan2 bluff u

make u scare

u keep worry wat im goin2 do on tat day

coz u dun even noe y is tat day~~~

cheers

i do surprise u up!!!

SUCCESSFULLY...!!!

soh lou,

in tis world

没有任何两个人是相同的步伐

我会尝试站在你的角度去想

希望你也将这样做

 

i told u tat im interested wit tis movie

u do get the Preview Screenin 4me

tis story make me cry

let me touched

lucky u R the1 who bside

^.^

else sure "fish" sei~~~

10 white roses from cameron

u bring it down all the way by cyclin

when i c tis, i reali speechless

coz i tot u oni rmb go4 sport

who noe???

u do surprise me as well

i stil keep it...

 

 

although we only be boyfriend & girlfriend for 3month only

but u really give me alot

sometimes your temper not that good

but i know that not what you want

we both try to improve it

then let you "to be a better man"~~~

my soh lou lawrence

nothing else i can say

just only

thank you

i miss you

soMethin bout soh poh @ soh lou...

finally v bought the "lou yeh" spec since plannin 1month ago~~~

omg!!! reali hard2 get it meh???

actuali nope... juz bcoz bz jek...

feel super duper song wit it neh...

coz "no0b lo0k" out 4gai gai...

get 1 photo shoot 4tis new thing sin...

see.....!!! nice???



rachelwong



 tis is the soh lou tat "journey" wit me since saturday noon...

lo0k damn tired rite??? pengsan-ing... h0h0h0...

he ask me 2put a "???" on top of our head...

so notti hor???

but my fren said is CUTE!!!

v direct went for BBQ wit tis super No0b lo0k...

excellent!!!

**plan comin Tuesday go shoppin rite???

wear student wear + tis spec...

expecting!!!

soh lou,

in the saturday i noe im playin fool temper on u...

is bcoz i feel...

sat nite acc u go futsal always, im no problem...

bcoz i noe u like sport, sport is ur LIFE!!!

but now noon time u oso say wan2 snooker wit ur colleague?

sure i feel unhappy, tot u ignore-ing me...

i noe u dislike tat i dun like somethin oso dun wan2 voice out...

so ME no nextime now...

u oso aredi promised me not2 shout on me anymore...

so v muz do wat v had promised!!!

---solve arguement within the same day!!!---

5683 soh lou...

幸福的感觉

last nite i hav a discussion wit u,

bout the renovation for your room...

...

feel like v R discuss somethin bout US...

...

although u R not doin 4me...

but i like the feelin tat both of us sharing & discuss 2gether...

feel so sweeeeeT~~~

...

we R negotiable people...

hope we like tis in the future as well...

(^.<)

...BOOM...

i look like people wit no

educated???

Super Gossip @ RSCCM

members,

due to my love to u all...

i had changed all the members pic neh~~~

check!!! check!!!

and oso up update yvonne chin's "sexy photo" o0oo...

dun say me no heart lar~~~

dang dang dang dang!!!!!

~~~HEART~~~

because of U

soh lou,

I do all tis...

is bcoz of U...

thanx4 be wit me...

lets start our journey!!!

from: soh poh...

Admitted again~~~

God... wat i did b4 tis ar???

u nid2 treat me s0 bad???

the prob on & off come back...

im very suffer wit tis neh...

>.<

16 Oct 2010: Saturday morning

g02 the Hospital bcoz of infection ther swellin wit badly...

when i meet the doc, he directly OPERATE 4me...

f*ck... pain deeply to my heart!!!

then he ask me take medicine back home & come back 4daily dressin...

who noe???

17 Oct 2010: Sunday go back 4 dressin...

another senior said tat is kinda serious,

afraid tat wil affect ear ther...

so juz admitted hospital, dressin & inject antibiotic 4me...

** sound so simple o0oo she???

Admitted to Hospital Serdang...

haih...

usually when admit hosp...

sure nid2 collect ur blood...

put a tube on ur hand bcoz nid2 inject antibiotic...

noe wat???

rachel wong is cried wit badly...

- nurse come4 inject the pain killer dose due 2 dressin process later... left hand

- doc come4 inject the tube 2my hand 4blood collection...

- then nurse come back again 2 flash in the antibiotic...

pain 3 times once wor... how2 stand wit it???

then nite time inject another pain killer... right hand...

monday turn back 2 left hand...

im alike takin drug... arghhh...

mou mou liu liu stay in the hospital til tuesday mornin...

doc oni say i can discharge lor...

hAHa...

but nid g0 back 4dressin daily...

swt...

nvm... i noe how2 drive mah...

IF rachel wong IS NOT CRYIN, SHE WIL B THE MOST TOUGH GIRL...

here i wan2 say thanx 2my lovely fren...

who listen2 my phone cal... who msg me... who fb-ing me...

** shirley lim & couple, shervine wong & fren, wingnut yong, ch chan & my dear family...

thanx4 comin... ^.^

= appreciate HIS appearance as well =

兄弟???

你在乎他, 他忽略你；

你伤心, 他事不关己...

不在乎你的 朋友 就是这样的...

从来表面功夫，做的超棒...!!!

让你明白什么叫做称兄道弟...

可是?

暗地里, 根本不当你是什么...

从头到尾，并没有在乎过你...

离我远一些吧...

不要再来成为我身边那些: 伤害我的朋友...

好久好久...

又有多久我没在这里"打出”我的心声???

其实这几个月里，都过得挺好的嘛...

加油...!!!

NiGhtmare NiGht

昨晚我的耳朵那又再肿了起来，发炎了...

痛得我差不多半边脸都被拉扯着...

一整个晚上都没能睡...

一般的我，都犹如一只猪...

躺上床了，都不知道什么事情发生的...

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可是昨晚真的不行...

痛得翻天覆地...

最后到了半夜，还哭泣着去拍爸妈的门...

他们看得都辛酸，无言...

叫我歇着休息，明早才带我去看医生...

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整个晚上，

我都一直在床上翻来覆去...

哭着睡了一会儿，又会痛醒...

在呻呤时，妹妹还被我吵得不能入睡...

天~~~ 为什么???

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难得入睡，

作了一个梦...

剧情有些讽刺...

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"我梦见S.T与我很恩爱的坐车到我的旧校舍办些事情...

到了学校的时候，他还紧紧地抱着我陪我等队伍...

当看见我的旧同学时，他还很大方的介绍自己的名字...

感觉很棒... 踏实..."

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梦醒时觉得，

为什么我哭泣着流泪而入睡...

在梦中看见的竟然是他???

我真的有那么依赖他吗???

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我很好...

要去看医生了...

那都只是梦...

>.<