Happy New Year

hi, today is the last day of 2009...

i think i should drop down somethin here...

this year, facing lot happiness??? sadness???

a lot; alot...

until i dunno how to desribe also...

just only wish the coming 2010 after few hour, will be a better year for me...

can it be???

this year reached 21st already, noticed that

lot thing also will out of your controlled,

lot thing will out of your expectation,

lot thing will cant fulfill your request or condition,

just satisfy with what you have currently...

everyone also have the chance to expect getting better thing, but please dont over expect something that may be worse than... you will be regret after this...

when you having something on you, please dont too trust it...

it will seriously hurt you when it betray...

protect yourself, no one will love you more than yourself...

someone that not love you, just only forget it & let it leave your world...

dont too think they will sad for you while you are crying behind...

APPRECIATE WHAT YOU HAVE NOW...

LOVE YOURSELF...

rachel

Tim3s go very very fast~~~

~~ SUPER GOSSIP @ RSCCM ~~

de plannin comin very soon

we wil on it wit very very successfully...

YES!!!

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世界上总会有一些伤害你的人，

但你要做的就是继续去信任和小心你信的人

this is what i learn when i get hurt from the one who i trust and treat with sincerely...

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太过渴望或期望得到一样东西，会导致你失去的更多

all asking me to find a new love relationship now

to make me more tough and got someone can caring me when im upset

but if i put high expectation there

i will only be the the serious patient in the relationship

Should say: Im Back???

hey boyz n girlz,

long time no post my updated news here aredi... til u all tot im disappears from anywher??? im stil here... dun worry ya!!

is reali long time no post here... it from end of May til now bah... is around 2 month lu~~
review the previous, almost 2 post per day oso got de... but now... 2 month oni appears 1updated blog wor... too bad... arghh... >_<

rachel hav nothin 2 say lu~~
oni can make a kesimpulan here 2 let u all noe my updated news... deal???
i think sure no prob 4 u all ger... alrite???


END OF MAY:

i received flower from admirer... it should a happy thing 4me... but i reali feel unhappy at all... why???
it make me review n keep on thinkin bout my ex... the last ex tat make me feel wanna awaitin 4him ger...
after the day i received flower... i keep on upset bcoz of my ex... damn down de feelin... who noe in the noon time oni... i notice tat he is aredi in a relationship... arghhh... i drop down again... in the late noon, i ask 1 of my fren whether noe he is in a relationship de... they say yes... n his gf is his ex... i TOTALLY broke up...

BEGIN OF JUNE:

i went out wit my "brother gang"...
b4 i hang out wit them, they aredi complain my ex in front of me...\
who noe while v hang out, i oni notice the story is reali tat horrible... haih...\
it cause me totally fed up wit my ex...
coz he giv up his fren, the whole gang... is oni 4 his gf...
rachel CANT ACCEPT A GUY THAT WILL GIVE UP FRIENDSHIP BECAUSE OF GIRLFRIEND
then i fully from heart broken of upset ---> fed up n giv up!!!

MID OF JUNE:

9of june, my grandmum... passed away...
in the mornin, 1 of my skolmate some more msg me 2 wishes me HAPPY BDAY... (she's rmb the wrong day)... who noe the evening oni... i received a bad news tat i nid2 accept 4ever n ever... ... ... im cryin when i reali accept the news , who noe 1 of my stupid relative ask y he din feel im upset ger... i feel tired 2 explain anythin 2him...

19of june, rachel bday...
dunno why... tis yr bday should b the most meaningful 4me de... 21st yrs old...
but im not happy at all... mayb due to too much of thing was happen bah...
some more... got a stupid fella who hang up my hp cal while my dinner wit my SUPER GOSSIP...
damn...
when i reached poppy 4 carol bday... im totally no mood at all... sorry girl...

FROM TAT PERIOD TILL NOW:

i think dun hav another cases o incident tat make me feel more up & down bah...
so i think i should end up my report like tis lu...

PLANNER:

SUPER GOSSIP
penang trip : hope it wil on

another small cases tat oni related wit myself ger...
on jor oni let u all noe bah...

i DISLIKE talk cock...

tata

~ another 1st time ~

why not touchin at all? the ever 1st time i had...