21 October 2010

Admitted again~~~

God... wat i did b4 tis ar???
u nid2 treat me s0 bad???
the prob on & off come back...
im very suffer wit tis neh...
>.<
16 Oct 2010: Saturday morning
g02 the Hospital bcoz of infection ther swellin wit badly...
when i meet the doc, he directly OPERATE 4me...
f*ck... pain deeply to my heart!!!
then he ask me take medicine back home & come back 4daily dressin...
who noe???
17 Oct 2010: Sunday go back 4 dressin...
another senior said tat is kinda serious,
afraid tat wil affect ear ther...
so juz admitted hospital, dressin & inject antibiotic 4me...
** sound so simple o0oo she???
Admitted to Hospital Serdang...
haih...
usually when admit hosp...
sure nid2 collect ur blood...
put a tube on ur hand bcoz nid2 inject antibiotic...
noe wat???
rachel wong is cried wit badly...
- nurse come4 inject the pain killer dose due 2 dressin process later... left hand
- doc come4 inject the tube 2my hand 4blood collection...
- then nurse come back again 2 flash in the antibiotic...
pain 3 times once wor... how2 stand wit it???
then nite time inject another pain killer... right hand...
monday turn back 2 left hand...
im alike takin drug... arghhh...
mou mou liu liu stay in the hospital til tuesday mornin...
doc oni say i can discharge lor...
hAHa...
but nid g0 back 4dressin daily...
swt...
nvm... i noe how2 drive mah...
IF rachel wong IS NOT CRYIN, SHE WIL B THE MOST TOUGH GIRL...
here i wan2 say thanx 2my lovely fren...
who listen2 my phone cal... who msg me... who fb-ing me...
** shirley lim & couple, shervine wong & fren, wingnut yong, ch chan & my dear family...
thanx4 comin... ^.^
= appreciate HIS appearance as well =

15 October 2010

兄弟???

你在乎他, 他忽略你;
你伤心, 他事不关己...
不在乎你的 朋友 就是这样的...
从来表面功夫,做的超棒...!!!
让你明白什么叫做称兄道弟...
可是?
暗地里, 根本不当你是什么...
从头到尾,并没有在乎过你...
离我远一些吧...
不要再来成为我身边那些: 伤害我的朋友...

好久好久...

又有多久我没在这里"打出”我的心声???
其实这几个月里,都过得挺好的嘛...
加油...!!!

25 July 2010

NiGhtmare NiGht

昨晚我的耳朵那又再肿了起来,发炎了...
痛得我差不多半边脸都被拉扯着...
一整个晚上都没能睡...
一般的我,都犹如一只猪...
躺上床了,都不知道什么事情发生的...
---
可是昨晚真的不行...
痛得翻天覆地...
最后到了半夜,还哭泣着去拍爸妈的门...
他们看得都辛酸,无言...
叫我歇着休息,明早才带我去看医生...
---
整个晚上,
我都一直在床上翻来覆去...
哭着睡了一会儿,又会痛醒...
在呻呤时,妹妹还被我吵得不能入睡...
天~~~ 为什么???
---
难得入睡,
作了一个梦...
剧情有些讽刺...
---
"我梦见S.T与我很恩爱的坐车到我的旧校舍办些事情...
到了学校的时候,他还紧紧地抱着我陪我等队伍...
当看见我的旧同学时,他还很大方的介绍自己的名字...
感觉很棒... 踏实..."
---
梦醒时觉得,
为什么我哭泣着流泪而入睡...
在梦中看见的竟然是他???
我真的有那么依赖他吗???
---
我很好...
要去看医生了...
那都只是梦...
>.<

24 July 2010

my 18 July 2010...

so lazy 2 post blog... hAHa...
postponed jor 1week oni can c my result of co0k... >.^
my parent goin2 Ipoh for 1day trip...
they ask me 2 dabao 4my home de siblings...
who noe i dunno sot which "line" jor...
i said: "mum, u buy me spaghetti, meat & mushroom..."
my mama damn surprise to answer me tat: "u wan2 co0k ar?!!"
wakaka...
she surprised not bcoz i dunno how2 co0k???
juz due to im quite lazy 2co0k ger...
haih... wat a lazy girl... >.<
so in the morning,
i fried the ham 2 make a burger 4them...
my sis keep praisin is nice neh~~~ h0h0h0...
i fried the nugget as well... for myself de... ^.^
taste go0d wit tomato sauce...
around 6++
they said hungry aredi wor...
i slow slow co0k the spaghetti...
hAHa... enjoy co0kin very muchie~~~
so sweet...!!!
finali wat i made...
my bro & sis like it so much...!!!
me too...
proud wit my little skill alot o0oo...
nextime wanna try more difficult & special de thing...

ph0t0 attached:

之前的我,曾经为过人烹饪... 我都会感到他们的感动...

有一次的我,对方没有要求,我都自动地为烹饪...

还告诉,下次我会尝试别的...

竟不怎么耐烦地说:为什么突然煮那么多???

我说不好吗??? 就理所当然地说:我哪有时间吃嘛???

当时我还不察觉有问题...

其实当时就应该知道:

他并不要你为他做些什么,因为他并不会珍惜...

01 July 2010

WherE R u???

rachel, where R u???
urself alike blur-ing around...
dunno wat was happen surround...

understand tat the same incident, how u get used to it too...
will make u harsh feelin~~~
but u noe urself nid2 b tough de...
cheer up...!!!

curious tat whether rachel had any prob???
every1 from my past do treat me nice too...
but then???
watz wrong inside tat???
* carry my handbag when shopping wit me even i never voice out...
* can drive a long way from his place to me juz bcoz i say wan2 meet him...
* carry & hug me up when walkin at the beachside...
* help me to blow my hair dry after i wash my hair in the midnite...
* can appears in front of me when i oni inform tat im drunk...

for couple,
tis all oni small matter...
but for me,
is reali touching from heart...
i wonder why they can treat me nice but suddenly disappear???
nevermind...
i already GET USED TO it...

relationship

make me blur-ring + lost concentrate...

# on & off dream horror dream #
# awake in the midnite, afraid 2sleep again #
# to avoid awake suddenly, not dare 2sleep even tired #
# scratched dad's car again... quite serious #
# wish to cry badly, but im failed 2make it #

~~~ juz let it go ~~~
wat im doin NOW???
analysis wat they feel when wit me...
im not mind why our relationship cant last...
but i juz oni wan2 noe whether im havin prob???

honestly,
i feel tat...
rachel IS MORE SUITABLE TO BE YOUR FREN...

Myself @ 22nd birthday

_____my 22nd birthday_____
----- Strawberry Field Cafe -----
+ + + + + Super Gossip @ RSCCM + + + + +
even my members only giving me a small sponge cake...
im happy enough too~~~
as i said always... just because of *you all*
~~~ Happy Birthday ~~~
dang...!! dang...!! dang...!! dang...!!
well... well... well...
Super Gossip wont treat member too bad de...
i already know they will come out with another cake...
but what i surprise is...
the Chocolate Cake is really nice...!!!
so beautiful...
heart*** yeah yeah...!!!my cutie carol dont know apasal wit her???
holding my little flower, but...??? swt face... hAHa...
my beloved & pretty members,
you all are so beautiful...
so happy that my birthday is with you all...
muaaak~~~nice neh???
the design is best...!!!
damn touching... woohoo...
after cut the cake, hohoho...
i get a present = The Face Shop
skincare 1set...


know what???
mandy said why every year i received skincare de???
i also wonder why...
next year want other, can ya???
nyek nyek...
dont ask too much lar...
...rachel wong...

this is my profile ph0to o0oo...
im loving it~~~
wakaka...

i love Super Gossip

p/s: members, i know between this period,

someone is appears in my life,

and you all wish HE can join along to my celebration...

but honestly, he had told me that he is unable to make it...

so what you all want to do for me...

i RECEIVED...

ten-Q...!!

30 June 2010

~~ Redang @ June 2010 ~~~

~~~ Redang ~~~
~~~ Annual Trip ~~~
~~~ 12 - 14 June 2010 ~~~
~~~ Super Gossip @ RSCCM ~~~

After a year we plan for our coming annual trip, finally it reach...!!! (since 2009)
should be damn excited right???
dont know why? im alike dont know what feeling should i give to this trip...
maybe too many story inside it??? hAHa... ignore...

ok... ... ...
on 12june, early early in the morning...
because of some "special issue", we drive to K.Terengganu... tiring~~~
** but im not drive at all >.<

see...!!! im only sleeping...

alike pig??? nevermind... mr. alex sama sama aje...
hAHa... but carol's shoulder is not bad~~~ ^^
after a tiring noon, finally we arrive Redang... hohoho...
can see sunset tim~~~ sy0k right???
feeling good when arrival, cause relax-ing... (^.<)
nothing to do???
capture lor~~~ hAHa...

testin in the resort after fitting... hAHa...

well, im not wearing bikini~~~ nothing to see... ^^
concentrate on others har... for example: my members... ... ...


when we go to the beach, hAHa
i heard M4 said that they all noses bleeding wor~~~
due to all sexy ladies is coming to them... nyek nyek... so naughty...!!! *.^

i lo0k so man right??? woohoo...

this is the sunglass ads for may... hAHa...
i borrow from her de... mandy take mine... ^^
nice background~~~
sunset...

1st night de girlz groupie ph0to...
loving it... muaaak... yeng ar!!!

my resort... Redang Holiday...

dinner jor what else can do???
have a night walk at beach side lor...
romantic...~~~
i feel so relax all night long... too stress in the city...
even no couple is beside me... ^.^
~~~beach lo0k~~~this what people call as "monkey"... haih...
but im enjoy it... my favourite!!!

2nd day so early we go for snokerling lu...
to be honest, when started...
i really so suffer due to i dont know how to swim & afraid with water...
but after a short while, a staff over there keep lead me...
start calming down & follow him all the way to watch fish fish... seaview~~~
all my members only snokerling 2 times,
but i go for 3 times... because the staff bring me out again when we go back to the beachside... ^^
me really untung alot... hAHa... EXCITED...!!!
i keep imaging dont know will got baby shark come out???
panic... but im excited & awaiting to see baby shark neh...
where R u??? >.<redang, i love u...
u see the colour??? damn nice wer!!!
fall in love with it totally...!!!
i will be back... ^-^
we R not model, but we R pro too...
agree??? yeah!!!
we stay with richie ren...
but in the night im not dream him wor...
seldom take this kind of pic...
im not that "strong"... shh...
still want to pretend...


he... is the staff who bring me to the journey~~~
thank you him alot...
else i also cant have fun there...!!!
BEST~~~
...best shoot...


Happy time will pass very fast...
is true...
so fast, 3day 2nite finish soon soon lu~~~
gotta go back working again...
but i had a best journey...

tata lu~~~ Pulau Redang...

believe me... i will be back very soon... ^^
u R the best...!!!

taking boat boat to jeti...

woohoo... wind damn strong neh...

know that??? may de cap almost fly jor wei~~~

lucky no neh... if not???

she may cry badly i guess... hAHa... ^^

Jeti Merang... Super Gossip @ RSCCM are going back to K.L...

another long journey to drive...

wakaka... im the most lucky~~~


i love my members...

for drive me a long way to Redang...
hAHa...


after this trip (Redang),
i feel that im enough mature lor...
last time: we go to Port Dickson on year 2008 for annual trip...
due to all is couple & im only the single there...
those 3 couple alike making me angry all the long journey...
actually they are not...
just myself small gas jek... see all sweet sweet there...
jealous??? dont know lar...

but this time Redang,
i do enjoy very very much!!!
dont even feel couple for me is a big deal...
i walk around the beach with alone... relax-ing & enjoy-ing...
my mind is totally upgraded... ^^

09 June 2010


The Karate Kid

Here i come on friday wit my S.T...
watch out!!! be careful of my kick...!!
yeah!!!

08 June 2010

他们说:... ... ...

常常听说:
你给的很多,但不是我要的...
常常听说:
爱我,就要握紧我的手...
常常听说:
想我,就一定要保持联系我...
常常听说:
恋爱就会冲昏脑袋,世界就只剩下对方...
常常听说:
爱情都是自私的...

但是,

* 我要的就是你给的那一点点...
* 爱我,就在你空闲的时候想起我...
* 想我,不一定要告诉我...
* 恋爱是会让人成长,看得更远...
* 爱情是相对的...

07 June 2010

Fresh Lo0k...

today i go2 make a hair do...
woohoo...
totally a big change @ brave try for me...
i cut my hair SHORT...!!!
***surprise***
previously,
my hair oni come out:
long curly hair,
long straight hair,
long colour hair...
but tis time...
BIG surprise man...!!
yeah...
im feelin
so GREAT!!!
dunno how2 say the feelin...
now...
juz keep sayin thanx2
my new authorized hair stylist:-

~~~ Benny Coco ~~~
he reali cut @ colour a nice hair for me...
is a great try...
tatz y i said,
should blieve to ur hair stylist wer...
nyek nyek ^^
my new lo0k @ birthday present for myself...

rachel wong






05 June 2010