WherE R u???

rachel, where R u???

urself alike blur-ing around...

dunno wat was happen surround...

understand tat the same incident, how u get used to it too...

will make u harsh feelin~~~

but u noe urself nid2 b tough de...

cheer up...!!!

curious tat whether rachel had any prob???

every1 from my past do treat me nice too...

but then???

watz wrong inside tat???

* carry my handbag when shopping wit me even i never voice out...

* can drive a long way from his place to me juz bcoz i say wan2 meet him...

* carry & hug me up when walkin at the beachside...

* help me to blow my hair dry after i wash my hair in the midnite...

* can appears in front of me when i oni inform tat im drunk...

for couple,

tis all oni small matter...

but for me,

is reali touching from heart...

i wonder why they can treat me nice but suddenly disappear???

nevermind...

i already GET USED TO it...

relationship

make me blur-ring + lost concentrate...

# on & off dream horror dream #

# awake in the midnite, afraid 2sleep again #

# to avoid awake suddenly, not dare 2sleep even tired #

# scratched dad's car again... quite serious #

# wish to cry badly, but im failed 2make it #

~~~ juz let it go ~~~

wat im doin NOW???

analysis wat they feel when wit me...

im not mind why our relationship cant last...

but i juz oni wan2 noe whether im havin prob???

honestly,

i feel tat...

rachel IS MORE SUITABLE TO BE YOUR FREN...