rachel, where R u???
urself alike blur-ing around...
dunno wat was happen surround...
understand tat the same incident, how u get used to it too...
will make u harsh feelin~~~
but u noe urself nid2 b tough de...
cheer up...!!!
curious tat whether rachel had any prob???
every1 from my past do treat me nice too...
but then???
watz wrong inside tat???
* carry my handbag when shopping wit me even i never voice out...
* can drive a long way from his place to me juz bcoz i say wan2 meet him...
* carry & hug me up when walkin at the beachside...
* help me to blow my hair dry after i wash my hair in the midnite...
* can appears in front of me when i oni inform tat im drunk...
for couple,
tis all oni small matter...
but for me,
is reali touching from heart...
i wonder why they can treat me nice but suddenly disappear???
nevermind...
i already GET USED TO it...
relationship
make me blur-ring + lost concentrate...
# on & off dream horror dream #
# awake in the midnite, afraid 2sleep again #
# to avoid awake suddenly, not dare 2sleep even tired #
# scratched dad's car again... quite serious #
# wish to cry badly, but im failed 2make it #
~~~ juz let it go ~~~
wat im doin NOW???
analysis wat they feel when wit me...
im not mind why our relationship cant last...
but i juz oni wan2 noe whether im havin prob???
honestly,
i feel tat...
rachel IS MORE SUITABLE TO BE YOUR FREN...
